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[Dec. 26th, 2009|02:31 am] |
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all i wanted for xmas was a good, hard fuck. true story. |
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[Dec. 26th, 2009|01:31 am] |
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I'm happy this Xmas shit is finally over. I wouldn't of felt that way if I was with my own family this year. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2009|11:36 pm] |
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I miss my friends. I wish some things had stayed the same, even with all of us so far apart. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2009|09:32 pm] |
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i let a guy who i let get too close get in the way of christmas. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2009|11:32 pm] |
my mom's addiction to fucking farmville fucked my Christmas up.
i hope all her online neighbours are happy. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2009|11:10 pm] |
Happy Christmas.
I really hope you all had happy christmases - you deserve it. x |
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[Dec. 25th, 2009|06:02 pm] |
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Your status update said: "I hope everyone has had a Merry Christmas because we do not say Happy Holidays."
You've claimed multiple times that Obama's presidency will end in a country-shattering war and destruction.
What the hell have Liberty University and Jerry Falwell's cronies done to you? I want my old friend back.
And if you won't give her back, I don't think I can do this anymore. Sorry. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2009|11:38 am] |
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merry christmas, im finally going to leave you alone. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2009|12:59 pm] |
I went to a Catholic Church last night and I really tried to be on my best behavior, but this girl infront of me was falling asleep. She did the generic head bobbing and jerking thing trying to keep her head up.
I couldnt take it seriously after I noticed her. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2009|04:24 am] |
I'm frustrated, mad, hurt... I just want to scream, why, why, why? What the fuck did I ever do to you to deserve this? Is this punishment? I can't do this anymore. I'm losing my fucking mind over this.
I regret every bit of it. |
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[Dec. 24th, 2009|11:38 pm] |
I was genuinely happy all day today
and even though I told you I thought of you all day, you didn't cross my mind once. |
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[Dec. 24th, 2009|09:59 pm] |
I don't like my Mom's side of the family.
I just realized this tonight. I always thought I loved them and would do anything for them, but they all just gossip and treat each other like garbage. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2009|02:48 pm] |
I'm always telling everyone how much I love Christmas.
Its not true. I love the season and spirit, the magic and goodwill, but the day itself is pretty ordinary. |
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[Dec. 24th, 2009|09:51 pm] |
It hurts me when I have to lie to so many people about my boyfriend's foot, and how he lost a toe in a lawnmower. Because first of all I'm a horrible lier. And second of all I'm the only one who knows that the real reason he lost his toe in the lawnmower was because he was attempting suicide. Strictly because he thought I was going to leave him because he cheated on me, and I caught him.
(Were still together 2 years later)
I sometimes wonder if he is still cheating on me. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2009|02:30 am] |
I feel I need to escape. I need something. I need, a spark of life. Because, something's not clicking, something's not right - it's hollow.
I can tell I've changed. I may not of changed with apperances that much to you, but I have on the inside, because this time round, something was missing.. But, my heart on my sleeve was added. |
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[Dec. 24th, 2009|06:26 pm] |
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A lady offered me her big jacket today at the bus stop because i was freezing and shivering in the cold.(I only have a very thin jacket) It made me feel like maybe there are nice people out there after all.
Thanks you whoever you are:) |
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[Dec. 24th, 2009|04:34 pm] |
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I would give literally anything to have his grandma back with us right now.
How cruel to take her the day before christmas eve.
How cruel to make her suffer for two days, make her better, then have her not make it anyways when it was promised she would be fine as she was going into surgery.
How cruel to take her at such a young age (for a grandmother).
It makes me believe in god so much less.
He would never be so cruel, so there must not be one.
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[Dec. 24th, 2009|05:03 pm] |
I broke up with my boyfriend.
I got into a fight with a once-close friend and we are totally done.
The secret? I don't regret a thing.
I'm actually feeling lighter than I have in...ages. And it also is a plus that I'm with my family for Christmas.
Happy Holidays everyone. |
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